Solitude

How many times have you told me you love him?

As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth

How long have I stood here beside you?

How many times have I done this to myself?

How long will it take before I see?

When will this hole in my heart be mended?

Who now is left alone but me

Still with me is only you

I can't stay away from you

Forever me, forever you

Only you, only true

Your secret admirer

Who could it be?

Can't you see?

All along it was me

How can you be so blind

As to see right through me

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I am so empty here without you

I am so empty here without

I am so empty here

I am so empty

I am so

I am

I

Am I

So am I

Empty so am I

Here empty so am I

Without here empty so am I

You without here empty so am I

Acromático

Eu sempre odiei a mim mesmo

Aquele eu tão sem cor

Mas então encontrei uma pessoa que gostava daquele eu

Daí eu passei a gostar de mim mesmo

Passei a gostar daquela pessoa, mas...

...aquela pessoa se casou com outro

E eu voltei a odiar aquele eu sem cor

Entretanto, eu não consegui odiar aquela pessoa

Conheci outra pessoa num lugar qualquer e decidimos ficar juntos

Mesmo sendo diferente do que eu tinha desejado de início,

dessa vez daria certo

Mas...

de algum modo, ele foi tirado de mim

Tudo foi tirado de mim

Aquele que eu amava, e aquele que eu haveria de amar...

...tudo foi levado pelo eu que eu tanto desprezava

Naquele momento eu devia ter enterrado todos esses sentimentos...

Por que aquelas pessoas acabaram com outros e não comigo?

Da próxima vez, eu não vou deixar que nada seja levado de mim

Eu não desistirei de nada

Absolutamente

Indifference

I have come to hate so many things

But lately I realized that hate is not the opposite of love

It's indifference

because a person that has no feelings for you

would not wish to hurt or kill you

they would give no shit about you

That is why I believe that self-mutilation is

the most truthful expression of love

a person can show to another person

Because if they trully loved themselves

they would be hurting their partner

Requiem RFL

The Greatest Man I'll Ever Meet
Won't Spend Eternity With Me
Another's Loving Arms He Seeks
Putting An End To My Misery

His Romantic Kiss I'll Never Have
My Heart In Winter Forever Cast
A Single Moment I Won't Forget
When Tears From His Eyes Fell

I Held Him As To Me He Clung
Saying How Fearful He's Become
Of Being Forever And Ever Alone
As I Tore Love From Me So Drunk

Then I Woke Up Sober Next Morning
I Couldn't Cry I Couldn't Feel Anything
It Wasn't Until Later That Day I Realized
I Had Died Yet Once Again In My Life

Requiem W

Please, forgive me, but I won't be with you again.

Maybe someday you'll look back and regret this,

but it can't be helped.

I wanted you to know how deeply my love for you was.

You don't even know what you've done to me, do you?

I would be the one to save you,

to take you away from anything that hurt you.

But you refused to wake up from your own world of dreams.

Even though I was the sacrifice, you never tried for me.

I remember once you dared to tell me you loved me...

But then you just went and refused my love

over and over again.

I know you talked to other people behind my back,

saying horrible things about me.

About me...

How could you?

You knew that if you lied to me, it would divide us,

but you lied anyway.

All I want from you now is your hurting,

because you look so pretty in your pain.

This is the last song I'm wasting on you.

So say goodbye, and don't be afraid.

Now, I can see you finally fading away into black.

Fading away from me.

L'araignée

I saw a spider today
It was one of those home-spiders
Eight thin legs; its body is just a black spot
It was all alone curled up into a corner of my bathroom
There was nothing near it; it was completely alone there
But the spider did not look good
Its body was almost transparent
And its legs were so thin they seemed invisible
The spider was also shaking in a strange way
Almost like it was in great pain or agony
As I watched it, I realized something:
It probably hadn't eaten in a while and it was starving to death
Suddenly, it fell but since it was on its webIt didn't fell down to the floor
It hung tangled in its own web
Its body now fully transparent
Only a few minutes later did I realize:
The spider was dead