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PAGAN DEITY

He cries, but why does he?

This is his wish that I bring

I can't stand it in him, this

This side of him, such beauty

He asks it of me, only of me

But why shouldn't it be?

Only I can make him feel this

I alone detain the key

He begs me to stop this

End it endlessly

But it shouldn't bother him

This is his wish that I bring

He locks me deep within

But I wish his wish

And then, the dream

Or is it... a nightmare?

Solitude

How many times have you told me you love him?

As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth

How long have I stood here beside you?

How many times have I done this to myself?

How long will it take before I see?

When will this hole in my heart be mended?

Who now is left alone but me

Still with me is only you

I can't stay away from you

Forever me, forever you

Only you, only true

Your secret admirer

Who could it be?

Can't you see?

All along it was me

How can you be so blind

As to see right through me

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I am so empty here without you

I am so empty here without

I am so empty here

I am so empty

I am so

I am

I

Am I

So am I

Empty so am I

Here empty so am I

Without here empty so am I

You without here empty so am I

Acromático

Eu sempre odiei a mim mesmo

Aquele eu tão sem cor

Mas então encontrei uma pessoa que gostava daquele eu

Daí eu passei a gostar de mim mesmo

Passei a gostar daquela pessoa, mas...

...aquela pessoa se casou com outro

E eu voltei a odiar aquele eu sem cor

Entretanto, eu não consegui odiar aquela pessoa

Conheci outra pessoa num lugar qualquer e decidimos ficar juntos

Mesmo sendo diferente do que eu tinha desejado de início,

dessa vez daria certo

Mas...

de algum modo, ele foi tirado de mim

Tudo foi tirado de mim

Aquele que eu amava, e aquele que eu haveria de amar...

...tudo foi levado pelo eu que eu tanto desprezava

Naquele momento eu devia ter enterrado todos esses sentimentos...

Por que aquelas pessoas acabaram com outros e não comigo?

Da próxima vez, eu não vou deixar que nada seja levado de mim

Eu não desistirei de nada

Absolutamente

Indifference

I have come to hate so many things

But lately I realized that hate is not the opposite of love

It's indifference

because a person that has no feelings for you

would not wish to hurt or kill you

they would give no shit about you

That is why I believe that self-mutilation is

the most truthful expression of love

a person can show to another person

Because if they trully loved themselves

they would be hurting their partner

Requiem RFL

The Greatest Man I'll Ever Meet
Won't Spend Eternity With Me
Another's Loving Arms He Seeks
Putting An End To My Misery

His Romantic Kiss I'll Never Have
My Heart In Winter Forever Cast
A Single Moment I Won't Forget
When Tears From His Eyes Fell

I Held Him As To Me He Clung
Saying How Fearful He's Become
Of Being Forever And Ever Alone
As I Tore Love From Me So Drunk

Then I Woke Up Sober Next Morning
I Couldn't Cry I Couldn't Feel Anything
It Wasn't Until Later That Day I Realized
I Had Died Yet Once Again In My Life